break

2 day d first day of holiday
sienz....
ntg 2 do
oly slp, eat n on9
break 2 weeks sum more
haiz....
hope days lk tis always come by

so peaceful...

Your Lies

Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off screwing her
My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another girl
You know that you broke my heart
You know that your my world

But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together

its time to rise

i keep thinking about it.
do not know what to do
i know i only have 1 option
and that is to give it up
my mind told me the same thing
unfortunately my heart hurt

mayb an angel wings never suit me
only a black wings will
but will anyone will understand me?
if i continue to be like this?

due to stupidity, im unable to make up my mind
i been a fool for way too long
its time for me to wake up from this nightmare
an angel wings just never strong enough
i need something better, stronger, more powerful
its no turning back, even if i wanted

its time for demon wings
the black feathers that fill with sorrow, hatred and emptiness
add my cursed blood to it
make it strong enough to protect me
able to give me secure...

xxxholic

by giving out your name, you are giving them the ability to take your soul. by giving out your birthday, you have given over the control of your whole life

for everything you desire, you have to pay an equal price in return

a new experience

it been awhile since my last post. just started my uni life in mmu. haiz... so tiring... endless of homework and assignment. if not, even worse quiz, test and exams. -.-'' luckily semester break coming soon. going to use that time to recharge and play on full power.

wanted a pair of wing

i had always wanted a pair of angel wing but its not to fly. instead i wish it would be able to protect me. better yet, a transparent 1, that will wrap around me when i feel insecure. i always hav a mental image of me falling alsleep while being wrap up by the wing like an egg. d feeling of fuzy and warm. how i wish for it tp be true. its always like tis. tis feeling of insecure never dissappear and i noe it never will. thats y i wish for the most impossible. a pair of angel's wing.

the invincible girl

am i really that hard to catch?
am i really that hard to understand?
if it isnt then why he did not even spare me a moment?

am i really that hard to stand?
that you cant even spend some time with me?

am i really that unlovable?
that you choose to abandon me?