its time to rise

i keep thinking about it.
do not know what to do
i know i only have 1 option
and that is to give it up
my mind told me the same thing
unfortunately my heart hurt

mayb an angel wings never suit me
only a black wings will
but will anyone will understand me?
if i continue to be like this?

due to stupidity, im unable to make up my mind
i been a fool for way too long
its time for me to wake up from this nightmare
an angel wings just never strong enough
i need something better, stronger, more powerful
its no turning back, even if i wanted

its time for demon wings
the black feathers that fill with sorrow, hatred and emptiness
add my cursed blood to it
make it strong enough to protect me
able to give me secure...