nothing last forever. i find tis saying r damn accurate n true. wat i had n cherish now may b gone tmr. i jz graduate frm scm... feeling relieve and kind of depress at d same time. my routine and social lifes seems 2 b turning 360 degree. i gain a lot of freedom but now i felt it 2 b meaningless. sum may say tat now i am finish wit my diploma, i am closer 2 my goal. however it seem more far 2 reach for me. my determination drop every single day n every single second. its lk thr r a voice in my head saying jz give up, its no use, u r useless... now, im finding a gd degree course (which is d hardest ting, u have no idea malaysia hav how many col n uni) n trying 2 b as optismistic as i could. hoping 2 find wat i wan soon, if oly sum1 gets me sum hint.
as if tat is not enough, after christmas thr wil b another disaster happen 2 me. it was so damn shocking i dun even wan 2 mention wat is it. ( mostly b cuz im tired of typing so long ) haiz... really mis my carefree life n my frens...
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