another gal another enemy

i hate myself of tinking every gal outside as a possible enemy. every time he talk to a female, my fren envy show up. wat make me feel more guilty is, d gal is a great person n trying 2 b my fren. i kept myself under control and keep praying she dun lk him she dun lk him. at the end, it make me feel so selfish... i hate myself...