its feel lk a light started 2 shine lk a sun rising within me. it seem that evry thing is turning around 2 b better, i cant believe its true... however, after having some time to cool off and do some thinking. some one told me some thing thats makes a lot of sense. what if all of this is a set up? a joke?
inside of me some thing tells me everything not quite add up. its really weird. arrgh!!!! he is gd at making me staying awake no matter in wat circumstances. -.- wat shld i do? damn it.. if its really a joke what should i do? are we able to stay fren after that. i mean if its true i am very happy but there is stil not quite right.
i really wants to believe it. believe that he likes me. sum1 dear to me told me dun get my hopes up. what she say really makes a lot of sense. i really have no idea on what to do when it come to this type of matter. im helpless. what am i 2 do?
should i confront him? ask him is it true? i do not have such courage. should i continue keeping it a secret? i want an ans T.T
no matter what, i really cant decide now. but how long do i have? will problems come along? mayb i should wait for him 2 talk to me? but will he realise it. ( that wil b difficult since he so damn slow)
haiz..... now i can only leave it as it is and see what happen.
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